I Love You, friend.

it was a bad day. everything came in a sudden which i hav no chance to prevent from it at all. well. everything has changed because of someone’s appearance. its seriously SAD CASE ;’( from the moment i saw it i tried to be positive as i know u nvr knw tat someone before. u tried to approach someone. omggg. NEVER WANT IT THAT WAY! but days by days. u guys got closer wit each other like u guys hav alot of topics to talk abt. i started to worry cause i nvr wanted u to get connect wit that someone. i nvr expect it happened just in a blink of eyes. u guys get CLOSER already. i was trying to hint u everything but i failed to express it clearly. ;’( well. mayb i was just too sensitive as wat u said u feel like tied up with rules. seeing this phrase in ur text i finally cried. its HURT. like seriously. ;’( this made me recall that HE broke up with me because of this issue too. yet u told me the similar thing which i couldnt take it at all. ;’( anyways, i nvr treat u as my bf, nvr meant to tie u up because i knw i might face the same situation in the end which i nvr wanted it to be repeated in my life EVER AGAIN! but i just seemed to be lost control. hope u wont misunderstand my meanings. mayb now ure even fed up wit me? im not as nice as u tot. no longer as sweet as u tot. i think it was a big mistake of being friends wit me. *perhaps not* ;’( all i could do is to write everything out here. not to make up story to get ur sympathize and ur forgiveness. but to voice out my feelings ;’( I’m sorry. I knw im small gas and shouldnt be like this. Lastly, I WISHED I HAVE A TIME TRAVELLER WHICH COULD REWIND THE TIME THAT I WANTED TO STAY AT AND STOP THR. SO THAT ALL THESE NEVER HAPPENED BETWEEN US. ;’(